Who Do I Think I Am?

Good question. I don’t really know, depends on the day. Maybe this will help me get a clearer picture. I could describe myself with a bunch of adjectives and cliches but what would be the point? I’d rather you make your own opinion after you have all the facts. Hopefully, you’ll see me as someone who is flawed but also as someone who is worth your love, time and understanding.

It might seem a bit over the top or even a bit vain, to build a website just to tell you how I became the person I am right now. It was actually easier and more secure for me to do it this way than to post it on some blog site where it’s easily found or it’s easy to figure out who I am. If I want the freedom to be truly honest, brutally honest about my past, I needed to feel as safe as one can online. Due to a lot of things I’ve done, on my own or with others, anonymity is the only way.  

I’ve changed the names to protect the innocent and not so innocent of any non public/ non well known people and even a few of those who are more well known to help keep anyone from actually figure out who people are. They didn’t ask to be dragged into my shit.   

For the one I’m writing this for:

I didn’t want you to feel as if you had to read all the words I say to you all the time. I know it annoys you how I keep going at times. This way I thought you had a choice, you can either click the link I send you, or not. I hope you do.

All I can do is share my past with you, what made me, well, me with the hope that one day you’ll want to build a future together. And whether you think I’m worth your time and energy when you’re done.